Saturday, October 21, 2006
@1:34 am
omg.omg.omg.omg.omg. eh wait. OMG. sigh. promotion list to j2 is like out already. but that darn teacher doesnt want to tell my class if we have promoted. he said the list would only be released on monday.its like utterly not fair la. other classes have already known the fate of their promotion and my class is still stuck in the realm of the unknown. i'm sick and tired of waiting for all these kind of results stuff. it just gives my heart this feeling of emotional unrest. it disallows me to fully enjoy what i'm doing at the moment. stupid feeling. you cant think straight, with this nagging thought knocking in your brain from the back of your head. it happened to me before the release of my O'level results and now it's happening to me again. come to think of it, the feeling of it is worse now. i dont want to retain. neither do i want anyone in my class to achieve that fate, my class to me is as perfect as any class can ever get. or even worse, get kicked out. it aint so bad i guess. no one in my class has failed everything. i guess what we can all do now is hope for the best.going out with my classmates these past few days has truly enabled me to feel and grasp the warmth and gratitude you can achieve from a friendship. playing pool, hanging about chatting about nonsensical matters, or even a 1-1 chat(like today during chinese in LT2. btw, SOMEONE claimed to be hardworking, when i turned around 10 min later, she was sleeping like no tommorrow. AIYO. haha). these things really help to tone down the madness and headaches which come when you think about the promotion to j2. i cant afford to lose them, i just cant.POOL! i'm utterly addicted to pool nowadays. it's really fun, with some days playing really good pool and some days where you just seem to miss or screw up every shot. EH KOR WHEN U COME BACK FROM AUST, we definitely must go pooling, apart from you teaching me blading lol.well, all i can do now is just to sit and wait, and hopefully do some productive project work when i meet up with my group on sunday. i trust that we will, with our boss olive around. haha.i'm just seriously bored into oblivion. hope that this is all over soon!I WANT A PSP. hopefully i can secure a nice paying job during the holidays and buy one for myself.DXO last friday was fun. queued up like mad though. but the dance floor was madness. cant wait to go to another party.haha. hopefully with a gracious amount of alcohol. if not, what's the use in clubbing in the first place?lol.why is she like ignoring me.is she angry with me?-Kenny-
